Tuesday, August 24, 2004

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the previous post and comments have been deleted by me. why? simply because i do not want to engage myself in a discussion that just makes me more questionable to any one. the reason i wrote that blog was because i was so damn LONELY that night and complaining to myself that how come i have got no company except elena. thank God she was there. was horribly troubled that day lah, got into my depression moods. so if anyone was pissed off by what i wrote and begin to wonder why i am like that, i just say 'NO COMMENTS'. each of us has our own mood swings and i just reflected that in my blog k. frankly i am feeling damn horrible now....on the verge of crying liao...this is my blog that i use to express my thoughts abt anything, the good,the bad and the ugly. some of you may change your perception of me after reading the entries, that is sth i cannot control (thank God!)

the usual noisy, 'give-in-to-you','anything also can' Christine aka Huijia also have mood swings ok. But i always make it a point not to tell other people of my probs unless i cannot take it anymore. and for those who know me long enough, my facial expressions usually betray my inner thoughts. BUT nowadays, huijia's 'dramatic facial expressions' are diminishing to a certain extent.

sometimes i wonder if it is a good thing to write almost everything on my blog coz i know people do read it. frankly, all of us apply, to a certain extent, 'self-censorship'..you know..to craft out a blog entry..but sometimes i cannot be bothered but just type and type...some people call it 'no flow' or 'unstructured' but who cares!! this is not a term paper!

*listening to: 'Something More (I Need To Praise You)' by Kristy Starling

1 Comments:

At 1:33 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey dearie...sorrie i havent been a regular here (havent even been a regular to my own blog! haha)....niwayz, seriously, im always here for u yah? BUT U CANNOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED K!

noe the shitty nonsense one can feel....*huggzzz* itz YOUR blog n u post wad u wan ok? dun give a &%@#$% what pple say ;)

Na2

 

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