2005- a year of (big and small) changes
A while ago, my friend (whom I almost started a relationship with) asked me over MSN messenger, "How was 2005 for you?". There was a brief silence before I replied," A year of changes, big and small.". Compared to the previous years, this year has been more 'interesting' in a way. To start it off, the year began with me being a full-fledged working adult! No longer a student (though I always maintain the view that we are all 'students' throughout our lives, learning and re-learning everyday.) who dreads the first day of school after New Year. To make this blog entry more organised, let me list down the 'changes' in bite-size manner:WORK
Made a decision to change jobs this year even though I did not have a 'backup job' when I handed in the letter. My decision to resign met with differing reactions from 'surprises' to 'young people like you do not know what they are doing'. I'm blessed to have my mum's support, she seldom interferes in my career choices. Took on an entire new job (though a drastic paycut) as a conference coordinator. I LOVED it absolutely. Everyday was a learning experience. I enjoyed myself very much, so much so that my friends could tell! Right now, I am waiting for another contract with the same company! Really hope that this contract will be given green light by the project manager!
SPIRITUALITY
Not that positive. I still attend weekly services, however this year it's a 'spiritual drought' for me. My faith in Him got shaken many times, usually by the things I see and hear. I have been serving in church for 2 years and had made a decision to leave the ministry so as to concentrate on feeding the Word. A major change for me as I have made close friends with some members of the team, now I will be seeing so much lesser of them.
FRIENDSHIPS
Well, we have not talked to each other since Jan 14 2005. To almost every mutual friend I meet, I have to say 'we fell out after 10 years of friendship.'Not surprisingly, they will be like 'WHY?! What happened? Both of you were so close? Come on, dun be stubborn children.' We text each other sometimes and still give presents during our birthdays. However, the 'spill-over effects' from this soured friendship are that our other close friends were affected as well. Group gatherings had to held separately. Somehow, I have less confidence in other friendships as well. Not that I do not trust people, I just do not believe in 'friends forever'. Friendships can be so strong yet so fragile. Tried and tested.
RELATIONSHIPS (aka BGR)
Oh yeah, this one. Should I term it as a 'regret' or 'blessing in disguise'? Well, it's both. I almost got attached to someone in church. It's a long story which I will leave it as it is. Thank God, it did not work out. It's a blessing in disguise in the sense that it will turn out to be a relationship filled with tears,anger,clash of personalities etc. In one word-'rocky. It's a regret because I shed many tears. If we had not known each other, there will be no tears and no waste of precious time. I got to know myself better from this 'lesson'. I am definitely not suited for relationships now. Career and money takes precedence over romance. Of course, GOD is number 1 !
LIFESTYLE
I signed on to a gym membership in November! Taking classes at a place called 'Go! Fitness' in Wheelock Place. It's an all-ladies gym (of course with the exception of male instructors) minus the presence of 'cold,hard,masculine equipments'. I absolutely love it! The staff are friendly and the members are lovely people. Though the membership is slightly pricey (most of my gal pals winced when I told them that I joined this fitness club), the $$ is worth it and well spent. Ooo..I lost 1.5 kgs since taking the classes! =)
Alright...have to go..will continue blogging the 'sequel' tomorrow...
posted by Jiatine @ 11:17 PM
1 Comments:
Hi Joe!
I just read your blog. Really interesting! Gives me a glimpse of your life as a park ranger.I will visit your blog regularly. Oh! When will be the wedding bells? =P
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